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Today was a little better than yesterday I suppose and in someways not. I woke this morning weak AF again. I wasn't able to fall asleep until 6:30am due to pain in my bones and muscular twitches and trembles. I received a text from a friend around 7:30am who needed a favor later in the afternoon but I was so exhausted I thought I had dreamt the text. Seriously I think I was out of my mind. I was able wake up around 9:00 and be productive until about 11:30am and then was exhausted again. I had to nap until about 12:30pm. This exhaustion is really aggravating I have so much to do and that needs to be done and a feel like a freaking potato.
I was able to gather enough strength to shower and eat some soup before heading out to help my friend. However later today the breaks went out in my car so the drive home as so damn scary I am glad to have made it home safe. I will look further into this in the morning. I hope it is not major but considering this is the second time this has happened since January I believe there is something substantial gong on. I am going to wait until I get my results back from the last tests that were run to see what is truly going on in this broken body of mine and come up with a game plan of how to tackle life. My follow up is on Monday and I hope the results from the scans come back before then. I am so tired of waiting in limbo.
I also was able to help my Grandma at her church with my son in tow. We labeled books to be given to children at the Church's Easter Egg hunt on Saturday. We also filled Eater themed gift bags and decorated a photo back drop for family photos and it turned out so cute. The others that were there stuffed hundreds of eggs. The church is on the smaller side and mostly older people but they have been so welcoming to my Grandma that I don't mind helping out from time to time as long as I have the energy to do so. Plus I get to spend time with my Grandma who is my absolute world. She told one of her friends that I am her rock and best friend; that means the world to me. I hope I have her for a good long time but I am trying to make the best memories possible.
Tomorrow I am hoping to pay some bills and write return letters to some of my pen pals. I am also hoping to grab a coffee with one of my friends as well and catch up on a few things around the house. Here is hoping I get rest tonight and have some more energy tomorrow.
I was able to gather enough strength to shower and eat some soup before heading out to help my friend. However later today the breaks went out in my car so the drive home as so damn scary I am glad to have made it home safe. I will look further into this in the morning. I hope it is not major but considering this is the second time this has happened since January I believe there is something substantial gong on. I am going to wait until I get my results back from the last tests that were run to see what is truly going on in this broken body of mine and come up with a game plan of how to tackle life. My follow up is on Monday and I hope the results from the scans come back before then. I am so tired of waiting in limbo.
I also was able to help my Grandma at her church with my son in tow. We labeled books to be given to children at the Church's Easter Egg hunt on Saturday. We also filled Eater themed gift bags and decorated a photo back drop for family photos and it turned out so cute. The others that were there stuffed hundreds of eggs. The church is on the smaller side and mostly older people but they have been so welcoming to my Grandma that I don't mind helping out from time to time as long as I have the energy to do so. Plus I get to spend time with my Grandma who is my absolute world. She told one of her friends that I am her rock and best friend; that means the world to me. I hope I have her for a good long time but I am trying to make the best memories possible.
Tomorrow I am hoping to pay some bills and write return letters to some of my pen pals. I am also hoping to grab a coffee with one of my friends as well and catch up on a few things around the house. Here is hoping I get rest tonight and have some more energy tomorrow.
