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Tonight was a night that was much needed for my soul. Tonight we had a get together with two friends. One of the friends was new and this was my first time meeting her. Like me she has a lot of things happen to her. Why is that? Why do bad things happen to the best people? I just don't get it. It's like do people become a better version of themselves due to the bed things that happen to them. Are they like Diamonds that were once coal and through all the pressures and hard times turn into something truly beautiful? I really hope that is who I have become. I really hope that I am a friend and love one that is valued within my small circle. Sometimes I have insecurities but I am trying to come out of my comfort zone and simply be present.
Tonight was a night of Pit fires, Drinks, good food and even better music. It felt so alive to hang out with people and in person. There is something to be said about human connection that I feel was truly taken for granted before these days of the Covid 19 virus. The whole fact of seeing someone's face again is such and exquisite thing. We can start to laugh and branch out and have good times again.
Tonight showed me that I can bring a little bit of healing and take away someone's pain if just for one night. To be able to understand someone's hurts because mine have been the same. Can you connect with someone through similar traumatic experiences and bring a sense of peace and harmony back to someone's life? I hope so or in the wise words of a mentor I had from long ago "Leave it cleaner than you found it." I have adapted these words to "Leave them better than you found then if you can." I haven't always been the best person to depend on especially when I have had my own tragic things that have happened over the years and it has taken me a long time to process thing in a healthy way and to find out exactly who I am. If fact I am still working on my best and true authentic self but that story is for a different day.
For now though my heart is full and grateful for the people I have in my life these are the people that have been there through thick and thin. My pack is a small one now but it is a strong one. I need more nights like these under the stars sharing stories around the fire and making memories that are more precious than gold. This is when I am truly at peace. Love and light xoxo
Tonight was a night of Pit fires, Drinks, good food and even better music. It felt so alive to hang out with people and in person. There is something to be said about human connection that I feel was truly taken for granted before these days of the Covid 19 virus. The whole fact of seeing someone's face again is such and exquisite thing. We can start to laugh and branch out and have good times again.
Tonight showed me that I can bring a little bit of healing and take away someone's pain if just for one night. To be able to understand someone's hurts because mine have been the same. Can you connect with someone through similar traumatic experiences and bring a sense of peace and harmony back to someone's life? I hope so or in the wise words of a mentor I had from long ago "Leave it cleaner than you found it." I have adapted these words to "Leave them better than you found then if you can." I haven't always been the best person to depend on especially when I have had my own tragic things that have happened over the years and it has taken me a long time to process thing in a healthy way and to find out exactly who I am. If fact I am still working on my best and true authentic self but that story is for a different day.
For now though my heart is full and grateful for the people I have in my life these are the people that have been there through thick and thin. My pack is a small one now but it is a strong one. I need more nights like these under the stars sharing stories around the fire and making memories that are more precious than gold. This is when I am truly at peace. Love and light xoxo
